Intellect

i realized that i crave intellect more than anything right now.

years ago my happiness could have been drawn from watching and making movies, concerts, staying up late, and so much more that i can view as who i was years ago.

when i used to watch cheesy comedies i now watch Mad Men.
when i used to read music magazines i now read news articles, mcsweeneys, modern classic literature, the believer and good magazine.

i find myself liking regional specific events (craft fairs, beerfests, antique fairs...)

i enjoy seeing authors speak.

i like drinking but not for the sake of drinking, but tasting.

i find myself being more intentional with my daily life, making sure that what i buy is good for the environment / the workers who created each product.

there is nothing wrong with any of this. and i love this.