Wednesday, January 23, 2008

stagnancy

have we grown stagnant again?
i feel that we have spent our time arguing with the thoughts we used to have.  we have won because we realized our previous thoughts were wrong. with the win we have decided to change. but i feel our change is not so much a change, but a camp that we are all stationed at because it is comfortable. we are all there. we dont need to continue. 

you 
me 
all the friends

we are there

why should someone leave?
how could someone leave?
is there something i can say to everyone that will make them want to go on together?
what is that word?

we are stagnant.

we are okay with that, and thats the worst realization.

also.

we dont cry out for help.
everything is ok.
but it's not.
but it kindof is.
it's this mystery that we've tackled. 
we don't change.
we let things build up.
eat away.
because i feel we are not aware.

we are humans.
it is our nature to sin.
if everything was ok, then shouldn't we just be our old human self.
there has to be movement.
there has to be restraint.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Heaven is on the other side of that feeling you get when you're sitting on the couch and you get up and make a triple-decker sandwich. It's on the other side of that, when you don't make the sandwich. It's about sacrifice...It's about giving up the things that basically keep you from feeling. That's what I believe, anyway. I'm always asking, "What am I going to give up next?" Because I want to feel. (Jim Carrey, from a Michael Fleming interview in the March 2004 issue of Playboy magazine)


its like wearing tights under dresses. restraint lives under freedom i think.